Heidi grey 31

I am one man woman i don't go around sleeping with men just for sex i want it special for the one i love,I have had chances to but i want something meaningful,something real,something to be proud of and cherish,I want to be in love again but i need to be sure as well as the last one almost killed me..the last thing i ever want is to cause you any pain or hurt in any way i said what i said because i want you to be sure so you can love me without any doubts so it would be the best that we can make it..you know i have been hurt as well do you think i want to go through that pain again? i need to be sure just as you but i need you to be positive that i will always love you and that you will do the same..i am willing to commit to you but you also would have to fully embrace want and accept it do you not understand that we both need to fully accept want and love each other